impetus

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there’s an empty space there

yes, there

i so desperately want to

fill with fire and bad habits

paper white thin skin

stretched across

the expanse of expectant bones

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sometimes the passion

flares so bright

that fire is the only thing

that out burns it

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passion is also what stands

in between me and that place

but will it just be once?

will i find more blank spaces

screaming for fire

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will i find myself filling

them again

with no regrets

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gone are the days

when my youth excused

the spaces i filled

when my youth excused

that madness

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always searching for a place to fill

side straddle on the razors edge

i wonder why i gave it all up

in the first place

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because boy was that madness a method

that made me fly

and fly is what i want to do tonight

too close to the sun

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instead i will hover

between sensitivity to heat

and the urge to dive headfirst into the fire

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  • This is my own work and has not been generated in whole or in part by AI

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