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sometimes i go dark

when even the sunrise

through the clouds

burns my skin

when my heart

beats so fast

it is a miracle

i can write words

on a page

my hand shakes

with my confidence

for each trip here

is longer, more languid

i never want

to jump into this cold sea

but for some reason

i do

every time

it is lonely

and it is tiring

the currents

always new

always different

than it was before

and how can i hold a pen

when i am swimming for my life

but my pen knits together my life

so then i have no voice

and when i have no voice

i have trouble swimming

what i’m trying to say

is i love the sunrise

and i love the smell of the ocean

-sometimes

i need to be plucked from the middle

i am a strong swimmer

but i cannot breathe

it is not weakness to admit defeat

and the view sure is gorgeous from here

what a waste

it would be

just for pride

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River Joy

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